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Blink blink blink... it's 2006.. whoa~ it's damn fast.. Let's make wishes..

I wish that in 2006:

1. Health will be with me, my family and frens always - I am coughing like mad now.. what a way to start 2006
2. I can get my driving license - but how?
3. Can slim down - buahaha... we'll see..
4. Strike lottery - then I can pay off my tuition grant and need not to be a slave to S'pore govt... and also buy me air ticket to visit my sis and my ji muis around the world..
5. Get a decent bf - since ppl start to ask every other day when am I going to get a bf... so I might as well wish for one.. hohoho... prince-oh-prince, when are u going to appear and fill my life with endless troubles and hassles?
6. Change the bed, study desk, wardrobe in my room - I will have a turtle posture if I continue to sleep on the lousy bed...

Resolution for 2006:

• Study hard and strive for the best. Have a higher GPA. More Dist, more As..
• Maintain my relationship with all my frens, esp to those that are million miles away..
• Expansion to my social circle in s'pore..
• Spend the next 363 days meaningfully..
• Strip the lazybone off me and start doing exercise; no more piling of homeworks, assignments, presentations, projects etc.
• Go to at least one concert..
• To prove to ppl that I can study and party..
• Seek a way to close off the craters on my face.. as much as I like to put on make up, it annoys me as well.. coz I need to wake up extra early just to cover those craters with powder..
• Boost my communication skills and also listening skills..
• Learn basic hokkien..

So, I went to this "Get the funk out" party kind of thing for NYE with gin and her fren and her fren's frens.. it's not within the plan actually.. Visit Gin's blog for more info on wht happened that night.. Conclusion of the party - freakingfully enjoyable? I dunno.. dunno how to explain.. it's kind of complicated... But I saw a few hunkies but hell lot of junkies..

If u read Gin's blog, u must be wondering why am I so blur or dumb or stupid, rite? Actually, I knew wht the farker(the malay guy) is doing.. and I did tried to move away, just that there is no space.. In the end, I gave him a good step on the feet and a hit with Gin.. Hehehe.. if u r worried after reading this, DON'T.. coz i knew wht am I doing and I already expected this kind of stuff will happen going this kind of party.. But it's not regretable.. At least I can tell my children, if there is any, bout my experiences... hohoho~ and also to those ppl who think that girls who club are loose girls, u r wrong.. at least i knew a few ppl who r not, I am not.. this is life experience, ok? 15 yrs down the road, I want to be able to tell myself that I have a colourful early adult life.. from being a nurse to partying... if not what? wait until I got osteoporosis then go for a rock 'n' roll session?

There is only 2 weeks left for 2005.. time really flies this year (eventhough the earth still spins at the same speed) whew~ feels like it's just yesterday I've celebrated xmas with the gang back in sdk, with the tasteless beer and Yeah! was the top hit of the year... I am still clinging on that piece of memory.. coz I know that this yr xmas will be a totally different experience..hopefully it'll turn out to be more fun than i expected it.. turkey-oh-turkey, I am coming to ur rescue..

We are mortal, we can't escape death.. that's a long known fact to me.. But to pass away all of a sudden, without a hint or whtsoever.. it hit me hard that our life are very fragile.. at the same time, I will prefer to die fast and easy.. instead of staying alive but yet quadraplegic or even worst become a vegetable.. I am not trying to be pessimist or negative, but witnessing the process of dying comes with the nature of my job.. 

So xmas is around the corner and new yr too.. there is 101 thing to do.. yet to be plan.. hai~

p.s: Isn't he lovely? I am falling in love with him.. uhh~

So it has been a long time since the last blabber.. why the negligence? simply laziness.. =)

** Attacment~ attachment~ attachment.. omfg, when this is going to end? it's only the starting of 3rd week.. while ppl are happily having hols and shopping around, I am stucked here being a slave, cleaning ppl's ass everday.. how cool attahment can get? urgh..

** Results out long time ago.. well? summary: I owe jacz another bott... Looking looking forward to CNY.. I want to goooooooooo back~~~~ I am missing them too much, it's unbearable..

I am starting to get confused.. confused bout the relationship between individuals.. yes, not everyone can get along well.. yes, there are certain time when u can't bear to not to stab on each others' back..

Sometimes, I am lost..
Lost in the world of misery..
The earth no longer perfect sphere..
As how I used to feel of it.

Oh, how nice if can us rewind,
To once upon a time again..
But the earth only spins one way..
Hence we shall look up and face the sun again..

Here goes another crappy poem of mine.. even it's crappy, it's copyrighted one kay?

:: Gin, miraculously hard-workingly studying there::
 

:: CH, too shy for the camera eh?... it's a norm to listen to music while studying.. look at the girl behind..::

 

::Uma, the book open in front, earphones stuck on the ear, hand with the hp..::

::Me, sorry, took the pic the other way.. just slant ur head a bit, kay?::

One minute after I started snapping pics..

::First, sms-ing.. Second, start snapping pics of herself..::

::And then, she snatched my hp and start taking pics of herself.. -_-"::

Ok... photo blogging is very tiring.. Outta here!

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.